i want saliva i need saliva i like saliva
   who will eat for me?
   berry gum and beer in a large glass
   i chew the ice i let my lips get wet.
   bitter taste. burn, throat!
   anxious glances sue me
   i gamble with dices in my mind
   my
saliva my most precious treasure.
   i will be suffocated by
saliva if i don't say anything.
   word is my little kingdom. because i'm
   banished from sanctuary.
   a place that nowadays is a hole of shit.
   but even white skins need shit and filth.
   and white souls always have their inner
   garbage.
   yep everybody says i'm witty, double edge. 
   i don't care if it hurts.
   expression.
   'let me bite your nails'
   neuralgic center.
   'lick the lipstick of my vase'
   kissmark.
   'please?'
   honey sweet cool love.
   it's my birthday gift me something.
   an eyeball is fine but if you don't like
   macabre presents you can still gift me
   an old silver ring y'know.
   thank you. *kiss*
   yum
saliva, yours and mine.
   my treasure of devoured words.
   pulse without veins a pulse of inspiration.
   suddenly, i wanna sing.
   there are skeletons inside my wardrobe. my old
   memories toward words. shoes on my left
   skulls on my right ~just tell me my life.
   pain is deep although pleasure is deeper.
  
saliva wants deep, deep eternity.
   oranges. fishbone. cat's
saliva. no coherence.
   oranges. yeah. i like oranges too.  b*i*t*e  m*e.