another laugh the noise keep us awake oh so perfect yeah  -god look at me i'm a fuckin' mad i'm a fuckin' bastard i'll kill your dog and then i'll go for you- he said he was rather out cos of that white dust  retroactive inactive x who said self-destructive? i don't mind, i don't take, i don't care, i have no money and my body is more valuable. sorry i don't take shit in pills or capsules and leave me alone or i'll broke your pityful head with a kick. i'm lucid. right now. and i'll wait and i'll steal their snobs' wallets. yeah. feelin' fine. she is so drunken, she can't walk alone, and she's beggin' for another xtasis she's a whore. somebody kissed me and i hit somebody too. and they are, uhm, like rabbits, fucking in a dark corner ...kissing each other. i sleep, beer is enough for me. weekend sounds in my ears, i have an expensive cd player, Sony, silvered metallic sound. week-end, week-end, lalalala. up the irons man. i can't stand techno and house. sometimes. it isn't very funny, i dislike things that dull my senses, i wanna feel myself alive and keep myself alive. i'll have time to sniff and get a fix when i earn all the money i need. happy future. up midnight.