And everytime we look back, we keep ourselves in the past a bit more. No remember time; when we look at sunsets far away, we just did it. Nothing more. We make promises, we believe in them and in every word; but don't recall this time. Past won't come again. The knife cut off the feelings. There are always drops of blood in the shadows. It's this way. I'm not ashamed, I was not ashamed. If you said you can be okay without me, why are you crying? Today I won't lick anybody's tears. Hey, find the words and talk to me. Here will always be a place for you but... to acquit my desire is difficult and tell the truth, you were nothing.  I'm in love with the air; please don't tie me to feet of the bed. I hope you understand. No friend, no boyfriend, no girlfriend, no roommate, no lover, no mirror, no lipstick on a shirt. I'm as a little girl and I only wanna play. Heart is sealed by a poisonous kiss, and the cynical divergence of truths only brings anger. I need a place for my head, since the first day we met I said I am easily bored. And my command is to have fun. Whatever it could mean. Don't believe in love, don't believe in any attachement. That anxiety; will I see you again? I don't know. I'm still alive. Why. You. Hate. Break free. It is not fair. Now when I found you. Quick thought. I'm right with it. Ride, get it and enter in the count, because -bitch!!- this time will be your last. The last winter... Only my sexual fascination, like I ate butterflies. Heartbreak severance~ where am I going? Lies & possession, bad cocktail. I kill her because she was mine.