from the beginning i'd like you died.
          little by little my breathing is accelerating. my chest hurts.
          breath. inhale. exhale. shaa. shaa. shaaa. an ill whistling.
          little by little your fists began to shake.
          aganist the light i can't see your face.
          the masochist's blood running by my veins.
          i loved you. i need you.

          i'll kill you.