the time is too long
the time is too painful
i miss the silky touch
on this cold evening
so, in this long night
i awaken in pain


my tears soaking my pillow
i'm indifferent to the human kind
the scar on my wrist
increasing once more
i have fall for too many reasons
because disgraces hear


vulnerable...
beating beating beating beating



the next door's girl looks
a ghost which sings in the park
eternity, mad time
the spirit is jealous
blood is irreverent 
and heart becomes ashes



why are you so kind
the abuses of my childhood
several psychical damages
the buzz clinch my silences
all apollogies
flies can't teach more than rotting



a tiny piece of a trauma
gotta the hurt
a pomegranate full of flies
miserable bread