no one hears me crying
on my knees goddamn
my soul is nowadays
a waste ground
no prospect would
change that
and blood tears i cry
every hope is dying
i'm losing
my heart is getting
sore [if i had
something similar
some time]
macabre banquet
of unrealized wishes
i washed rough the floor
but the puddle of fallen
blood don't leave easyly
and the pain,
the uncredible pain
i put in order my room
do the same with my head
[head, body, heart and
soul]
is more difficult
taken in this blue verse
this beat
it's pure agony